bridge&children，ewiseu 2 issues下来好多問題

於是今在大食堂有了好玩的meeting，讀書會的研究生大叔的焦慮

還有燒餅同學的too late，還有執著的小蘆和XH、innocent的明子

看到的虔誠態度已無pity了

回來和阿甘、ZQ、小麗繼續侃大山

go fight 4 practicing

有一搭沒一搭的瞎開心，像是小馬走後派來的一樣

某博說life見喜歡的明星幾回才是enough呢。。不知道Kris君是否也有這樣的想法

大有可能是明日的owl city太過expect，不能同往，pity下

花倫亦是，就像即使是第二回了同belial一樣不能同cheer般

溝壑縱橫不是么

那些speak up的就是反向的下決定，決絕的，只是你不知道

在tea house蹲了若干hours後遇到小蘆同志后覺得above

ewiseu不是那個final final goal

順便鳴謝下爺belial，耐心不離不棄，還有城畫提供，stay so sober with u

feel no so puzzle refered to future issues，pizza hut小小的mark之

敬業的小蘆同志、小魚同志，及始終後盾的XH同志

so cheering ，so why not。。。why not

can see the fireworks in the cold to death的027 night

有愛的輕聲同志，thanks for the caring when i need so

那些路過的，沒來得及build something的pass-by

grateful for all the time

不會因為期望而出現

就像不會因為討厭snow而怎麼

全盤接受、很ok，when not so available

-why can`t i do the things i want to do?there`s so much i know i`m capable of that i never actually do.why is that?
-the trick is to realize that you`re always doing what you want to do.Always.Nobody`s making you do anything.Once you get that,you see that you`re free.And that life is really just a series of choices.Nothing happens to you.you choose.

-If god made everything,then why are some things bad like,fore example,the whole pain-and suffering thing?
-Opposites.Without things that suck,you would have no idea what good was and therefore would be directionless.You smell shit and you walk the other way.

-Do i have a destiny or is it all free will?
-Free will moving toward or away from a purpose.

color my life with the chaos of trouble

有塞滿一個兜子的小橘子哄人的，有給我挑黑米taste的脆脆哄人

so cheering up

翻出輕聲拍的photo，那個路燈里像個mini黃鶴樓，impressive

果然我和XH在吃方面是一丘之貉，沒抵抗力

sir軍綠搭orange衛衣，在小院子改造的salon room里慢慢講

70s TW民歌的背景，邊說邊放的那些有些遠的songs

扼腕的李雙澤又或是30年後concert的胡德夫，報告音樂的邱晨，亞細亞的祖珺

一如說的是他鄰家的玩伴，emotionally

refer to民歌和民謠的區別便戛然，大概是累了，play了胡德夫2005現場的末尾“美麗島”

我們只有望塵的份了

down到bottom的時候，愛人同志及時出現

給我msg的時候，已知道佢確有其神力

図書館にすきの新聞を読みました、ふあんだ

あたしに、わかりました。

よる、意外接到lw君的電話，聲音還好像在106里飄忽一樣

還以為可以帶你去德芭，然後你說很好啊，同樣飄忽

那邊下小雪，還有寬鬆的じかん以及那個分裂的小說主角

惱人的problems輕描淡寫，近日沒有update，沒能bring u something new or cheering

feel so sorry when needed

撥完p的number，說斯已返屋企，索然放下phone

然後你就出現了，哄人的candy和orange

雖然沒有驕子，句句都很受用

be clear and always choices，感覺反彈點不遠

grateful，dear honey

鳴謝林先森，只要走過去，participate into the film，whatever the actress or a fake tree landscape

Little fish推薦的movie，臺詞贊且mark之，留待the next sunny day to watch

   “The reason i forgive you is because you are not perfect.
　　You are imperfect,and so am i.
　　All humans are imperfect,even the man outside my apartment who litters.
　　When i was young,i wanted to be anybody but myself.
　　Dr Bernard Hazelhof said if i was on a desert island then i would have to get used to my own company – just me and the coconuts.
　　He said i would have to accept myself,my warts and all,and that we don’t get to choose our warts.
　　They are a part of us and we have to live with them.
　　We can,however,choose our friends and i glad i have chosen you.
　　Dr Bernard Hazelhof also said the everyone’s lives and like a very long sidewalk.
　　Some are well paved.
　　Others,like mine,have cracks,banana skins and cigarette butts.
　　Your sidewalk is like mine but probably not as many cracks.
　　Hopefully,one day our sidewalks will meet and we can share a can of condensed milk.
　　You are my best friend.
　　You are my only friend. ”

“任何事物，當它失去第一重意義時，便有第二重意義顯出來，時常覺得第二重意義更容易由我靠近，與我適合。”——木心《Columbia·s shadow》

收到kris君的msg已近asleep

迷糊總不知道適時的出現when needed

天要下雨了要變涼了，很想湯丸甜膩膩的味道

於是轉身下樓去搵你，自修室搵了一會

然後看到你there，往前走了幾步

分明又看到你的結界，沒法connect

so left

ewiseu02 和shopping一樣，那個參照線全然沒了蹤影

it tested out：i need charging fully

最近喜歡的paint

我知道這回，即使燒完一包驕子也did·n work咗

黃鶴樓一包，俺記下了

和愛人同志再次坐路邊燒香般點驕子，天氣不太冷

甜膩的玫瑰奶茶也不是太壞，指點江山或是發洩式說話

那些過往的某某某，惱人的不爭氣的或是把我們引爆的

grateful，have the drive to be better again

早安晨reading計畫下周開始執行，開始自備驕子when i need some power

那個未明的msg，鯁在手邊的會是怎樣的需求

載體無所謂是喝茶或宵夜或是一條街，話我知